Someone please shoot me

Everything is going wrong, and it's only 8:52 AM.
My Dad is going to kill my cat. I left my grad fees at home. I forgot my English homework. I think I lost my phone. I can't take this. I have burst into tears four times already, and it's not like it's pms or anything, I'm just genuinely miserable.

Gaah! Boredom!

Ugh, I'm sitting in English class and bored out of my mind! Mr. Cook has got to be the most dull, dry teacher to ever live. The monotone really doesn't help his cause. I can't work with his teaching method! I have a 55 in this class! Which means I probably shouldn't be wasting time doing this, but it's better than falling asleep. I hope I pass, I'm trying to do my homework.

No Meat!

Well it's official: I'm a vegetarian. I was thinking all last night about how I've been so energetic over the weekend, then I realised I consumed absolutely no meat for days. Meat has kinda been making me nauseaus, I'd take a bite, and it would taste good and everything, but then I would really have to force it down my throat. I couldn't get halfway through any peice of meat (lol)

Woo!

Yay! I lost 3.5 lbs since I started exercising! I gotta admit though, as awesome as I feel about that, there's a certain pang of guilt from following the media's perception of beauty...

Well I had an interesting night...

I managed to sneak around my parents and go get high with my friend Mike for the first time last night. It was pretty fantastic. We smoked pot out by a train bridge, so it was pretty cold being a November night in Canada. Time went by so incredibly slowly! I kept checking the time, thinking an hour went by, only to discover it was a mere minute. I swear I said every thought that ran through my head, which is amazing because I usually never say anything. I also said "man" alot. It's hilariously sterotypical. I'm sure I made an ass of myself, and now my brain feels like it's not fully functioning, so I think I'll save weed for special occasions....

101 Things to do in 1001 Days

Ok, I've been working on this thing for ages now but I haven't managed to come up with a complete list yet, so I'm just going to publish this and add more later.... the other parts just won't have as much time

1. Get in to an art school

2. Graduate from art school

3. See an Andy Warhol exhibit again :)

4. Visit the maritime provinces

5. Sew a pretty dress

6. Become a vegetarian a

7. Get a bold haircut

8. See an opera

9. Watch The Godfather trilogy

10. Watch or read A Clockwork Orange

11. Get a tattoo

12. Ride a roller coaster that looks really scary

13. Go to a rock concert

14. Graffiti something

15. Go to NYC

16. Go camping with friends

17. Develop a habit of exercising daily a

18. Read It

19. Wear really strange false eyelashes in public for no apparent reason

20. Move out of my parent's house

21. Make a cool video to put on YouTube

22. Travel outside of Canada and the US

23. Read Breaking Dawn (my computer is being retarted, so CHECK!)

24. Kiss someone with a lip ring

25. Aquire another silver ring

26. Go clubbing

27. Have a birthday party

28. Take up yoga

29. Get an industrial

30. Dye my hair a strange color

31. Paint a masterpeice of sorts

32. Cook Mexican food

33. Take pictures of the city, fire escapes, alleys, that sort of thing

34. Lose 10 lbs

35. Try being a vegan for a week at least

36. Buy a CD from a band I've never heard of

37. Read Misery

38. Clean out my closet

39. Clean out my desk

40. Get a job

41. Sew a tartan corset

42. Sew a hoodie

43. Learn to use photo shop

44. Make a vegan smoothie

45. Make bread :)

46. Drive a very long distance

47. Go to Montreal

48. Go to Toronto

49. Take a train somewhere

50. Improve my grades

51. Write a short story

52. Read Lord of the Flies

53. Go to Rocky Horror for Halloween

54. Go to a real party

55. Watch a silent film

56. Graduate high school

57. Come up with 101 things for this list...

58. Save up $2000

59. Make someone's day

60. Learn to style my hair

61. Pass english class!!!!!!!!!!!!!

62. Read Dracula

Excersise.....

I started working out 2 days ago.... I'm hoping to lose about 15 lbs. I know I'm not fat or anything but I'm the fattest person in my family. So far it's been ok, I think I'll be able to keep it up. I managed to lose 7 lbs once but I gained it back because I stopped excersising. I don't want that to happen this time.

Ugh am I the only one who hates certain words? I'm compiling a list of words that make everyone sound like a douche when spoken:





1. Bunnyhug. It's a hoodie, dumbass





2. Dart. First of all, smoking is retarted. Second of all, you sound retarted when you refer to your smoke as a dart.



3. Gay, when usen as an insult. What's wrong with being gay? I also despise people saying things like "This homework is gay". It sucks, but it's not homosexual or happy!

I'll have more later, I'm suffering a bit of mental block....
Not that anyone actually wants to read this hahaha

Wannabe Vegan

My mom and my sister are vegetarians, and I think I might be going veggie as well. It's not so much a choice, I just no longer enjoy meat as much as I used to. If I were to do this by choice, I'm considering becoming a vegan, but it's so hard to find food that doesn't contain animal products. I had a bowl of mini wheats for breakfast and I looked at the ingredients. I think the fourth ingredient was gelatin! I'm wondering how many animal products I eat without even knowing it. It will be easier when I move out and buy my own food. I'm so glad that I took foods class this year: I learned about complementing proteins and such things required to be a healthy vegan. I've heard detailed descriptions of the living conditions of chickens and dairy cattle and I don't want any part in that.

Blog Virginity!

Ahhh, my first blog. This is going to be a waste. I had something interesting to write about, but I'm in the school library and a bunch of people walked in and I don't really want them reading it. Too bad. I'll post it later. But anyways, what do most people do with these? What are some interesting things about them?

At least I have a place to post this hilarious picture I found.